everything seemed so real
but only when i woke up did i realise it's all just an illusion;
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
received a letter from the SPF.. it's a letter asking mi to go for a panel interview.. haiz.. realli dunno what to do when i received the letter..
if only they had send mi the letter 2 months earlier and i guess i would have go straight for the interview without a second thought but now there are jus so much things going through my mind..
since the day i received the Mindef letter, i somehow had lose hope on becoming a police thinking that they had alr rejected me.. becoming a police had always been my dreams but now i'm actually questioning myself if this gonna be the job i wanna be in..
there are jus so much things i need to consider about.. why do i have to face such a situation?
haiz.. guess no point in mi ranting away.. life all about making decision every now and then ba.. anyway, the interview is on May 15th, guess i jus use this time to think about it ba.. 好想和她分享我感受。。好想知道你的想法。。'i miss you so'应该不会是对我说的。。心好痛,好乱。。
-i'm just a 'toy' in the hands of 'fate'-
2:51 AM
name;
Ron d.o.b;
10-09-1986 horoscope;
Virgo
wishes on list;
Own car
New handphone
Digital camera
Jacket
New computer
Oversea trip
Maltese Dog
wishes fulfilled;
Class 3 driving license
My darling [Fang Lu]
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
fucked up and everything抯 all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!