everything seemed so real
but only when i woke up did i realise it's all just an illusion;
navigations on top
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Asked her the question that i been holding on.. Intended to ask her only when we meet, but somehow can't hold it any longer and decided to ask her on phone.. Through all the things we been through, thinking that perhaps its time for me to ask her the question, but.. i was rejected..
Does she have feelings for me? What happen to all the times that we been through together? Will her answer be 'yes' or 'no'? Very much i wish that her answer would be 'yes', but jus wat if its 'no'? I'm scare that i might be losing her.. Had no confident in myself alr.. Gotta jus goes with the flow..
Feeling so lost writing this post.. Images of the 'past' and 'future' keeps flowing into my mind.. I shall jus end here..
-sick- cough
12:42 AM
name;
Ron d.o.b;
10-09-1986 horoscope;
Virgo
wishes on list;
Own car
New handphone
Digital camera
Jacket
New computer
Oversea trip
Maltese Dog
wishes fulfilled;
Class 3 driving license
My darling [Fang Lu]
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
fucked up and everything抯 all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!