everything seemed so real
but only when i woke up did i realise it's all just an illusion;
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Friday, October 07, 2005
can't get myself to fall asleep.. the pain is killing me.. i tried not to think of it, but it jus keep coming into my mind.. each and every memories jus keep appearing in my mind.. from the time we first met, events that happens between us, happiness and joy, sadness and sorrow.. even when the time when we talking about the future.. everything seems to be so real, but now then i realise everything is jus a dream.. when the times she told me that she had feelings for me, i thought that we could finalli be together.. but things jus doesn't goes the way it seem.. everything is scattered.. my heart is bleeding..
if i had not ask her the question, will things goes this way? i realli had no idea.. if this is jus a dream, would someone jus wake me up? if this is reality, i wish i could jus sleep forever...
she once said that if the answer is 'no', it means that she doesn't have feelings for me.. does it means that she had no feeling for me? i'm realli tired.. jus wish that she will be happy in the future..
-bleeding heart-
4:29 AM
name;
Ron d.o.b;
10-09-1986 horoscope;
Virgo
wishes on list;
Own car
New handphone
Digital camera
Jacket
New computer
Oversea trip
Maltese Dog
wishes fulfilled;
Class 3 driving license
My darling [Fang Lu]
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
fucked up and everything抯 all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!
